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I Hate You by fuckedupbassist, literature

Wake Up Call by fuckedupbassist, literature

I'll be ok by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

I'll be ok

You looked at me today.... But then you just looked away. Pretending to have a good time. I smiled at you but you didn't see. I just hold back the tears and walk away. I can take a hint. You've found some new friends and I'm just some rubbish you can pick up and throw down whenever you want. I thought I'd learnt my lesson... but I still let you in every single time. Its ok. I get it. You can do much better than me. I told myself not to miss you but I can't seem to.... I looked at you today.... But then I just looked away.

Don't give up by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

Don't give up

When you feel the weight of the world on your shoulders... When you feel everyone expects too much from you... When you feel like giving up... Just know that I'm here to help you, to show you how good life can be when somebody cares. My greatest achievement is to know that I made you smile. To know that you feel loved and cared for. Life can be cruel but nobody promised it wouldn't be.... They promised it would be worth it. Everyone knows hearts can only love for a while.... But having you as my friend is always worth the while.

'Keep on dreaming.' by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

'Keep on dreaming.'

The distant sound of gunfire... not so distant. The fear of having to wake up and wonder what the day brings. Whether I'll even make it through the day? Or maybe the thought that this madness could stop... Could it? Or am I dreaming? "Keep on dreaming kid." they'd always say to me. I will.... And I'll still keep believeing as well. Maybe I'll still have a life to look forward to after all this is over. I just shut my eyes and wish to myself I ws somewhere... anywhere else. I was safe in my imagination... but now.... The bodies, the blood, the violence, it haunts me... While I'm sleeping they come back to my house and kill everyone a

I'm Here by fuckedupbassist, literature

Blood by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

Blood

Cutting deep Deep enough to see... See the flesh beneath the skin Skin so hard yet so soft Soft enough to feel Feel the blood pouring down your arm... Escaping Escaping? Every drop of blood is precious Precious enough to keep Scoop it up... keep it... Keep it where? The muscle... the ligaments.... The blood is still there, still running down your arm, faster and faster until its a blur, a rush of excitement fills your head... Sit down... You're tired, but you just don't realise it.. Every drop of blood is precious

Time To Move On by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

Time To Move On

Every night I sit and stare the creased black and white picture... Its all I have I try to call you but you can't seem to hear me... She's not listening.... She's not listening... I can't hear myself think Did you feel me here next to you? A ghost? A pale figure? Its not that.... Is it? Can you feel me? Because I can feel you. Can you see me? Because I can see you. All the strength is drained out of me. Why can't you see that I'm still here? I'll walk away now and let you be... Because its time to move on.

The Reunion by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

The Reunion

Same place, different time But will they remember me? So many memories It’s nice to be here I want to stay forever but… I’m scared Will they remember me? Will they remember the past? Walking the same route to school? Seeing the same people every day? The clever kid, the joker, the loser, the shy kid, and… the quiet ones. These faces fade, oh too quickly into the past Only a memory that exists at the back of our minds… Our former friends remembered, missed but almost always forgotten. The lies, the scandal, the gossip that got us through, that made us break up, that made us who we are. The good days and

I Feel by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

I Feel

Just one more breath Just one more time to be with you Stop dreaming and start believing With you I feel complete What I did, I did for us and I love you I’ve missed you You’re so far away But I need you to stay But you don’t seem to want that I keep believing that you still want me… Maybe I still think we have something Let this end? It’s been too late, but we all make mistakes When I see you, I want to laugh, but I feel more like crying I loved you all along. I always dream of touching your hair but you’ve moved on…. I’m still living, but I forgive you I can’t seem to understand

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I Hate You by fuckedupbassist, literature

Wake Up Call by fuckedupbassist, literature

I'll be ok by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

I'll be ok

You looked at me today.... But then you just looked away. Pretending to have a good time. I smiled at you but you didn't see. I just hold back the tears and walk away. I can take a hint. You've found some new friends and I'm just some rubbish you can pick up and throw down whenever you want. I thought I'd learnt my lesson... but I still let you in every single time. Its ok. I get it. You can do much better than me. I told myself not to miss you but I can't seem to.... I looked at you today.... But then I just looked away.

Don't give up by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

Don't give up

When you feel the weight of the world on your shoulders... When you feel everyone expects too much from you... When you feel like giving up... Just know that I'm here to help you, to show you how good life can be when somebody cares. My greatest achievement is to know that I made you smile. To know that you feel loved and cared for. Life can be cruel but nobody promised it wouldn't be.... They promised it would be worth it. Everyone knows hearts can only love for a while.... But having you as my friend is always worth the while.

'Keep on dreaming.' by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

'Keep on dreaming.'

The distant sound of gunfire... not so distant. The fear of having to wake up and wonder what the day brings. Whether I'll even make it through the day? Or maybe the thought that this madness could stop... Could it? Or am I dreaming? "Keep on dreaming kid." they'd always say to me. I will.... And I'll still keep believeing as well. Maybe I'll still have a life to look forward to after all this is over. I just shut my eyes and wish to myself I ws somewhere... anywhere else. I was safe in my imagination... but now.... The bodies, the blood, the violence, it haunts me... While I'm sleeping they come back to my house and kill everyone a

I'm Here by fuckedupbassist, literature

Blood by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

Blood

Cutting deep Deep enough to see... See the flesh beneath the skin Skin so hard yet so soft Soft enough to feel Feel the blood pouring down your arm... Escaping Escaping? Every drop of blood is precious Precious enough to keep Scoop it up... keep it... Keep it where? The muscle... the ligaments.... The blood is still there, still running down your arm, faster and faster until its a blur, a rush of excitement fills your head... Sit down... You're tired, but you just don't realise it.. Every drop of blood is precious

Time To Move On by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

Time To Move On

Every night I sit and stare the creased black and white picture... Its all I have I try to call you but you can't seem to hear me... She's not listening.... She's not listening... I can't hear myself think Did you feel me here next to you? A ghost? A pale figure? Its not that.... Is it? Can you feel me? Because I can feel you. Can you see me? Because I can see you. All the strength is drained out of me. Why can't you see that I'm still here? I'll walk away now and let you be... Because its time to move on.

The Reunion by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

The Reunion

Same place, different time But will they remember me? So many memories It’s nice to be here I want to stay forever but… I’m scared Will they remember me? Will they remember the past? Walking the same route to school? Seeing the same people every day? The clever kid, the joker, the loser, the shy kid, and… the quiet ones. These faces fade, oh too quickly into the past Only a memory that exists at the back of our minds… Our former friends remembered, missed but almost always forgotten. The lies, the scandal, the gossip that got us through, that made us break up, that made us who we are. The good days and

I Feel by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

I Feel

Just one more breath Just one more time to be with you Stop dreaming and start believing With you I feel complete What I did, I did for us and I love you I’ve missed you You’re so far away But I need you to stay But you don’t seem to want that I keep believing that you still want me… Maybe I still think we have something Let this end? It’s been too late, but we all make mistakes When I see you, I want to laugh, but I feel more like crying I loved you all along. I always dream of touching your hair but you’ve moved on…. I’m still living, but I forgive you I can’t seem to understand

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Perfect? by raven-is-my-name-tt, literature

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Perfect?

Hair? Perfect! Teeth? White! Can you smile? You bet! Can you mean it? I might… Wear that smile proud, bold Wave the banner that it is If your expression on the outside is solid, cold Maybe no one will notice… Maybe, I guess…. I hope no one can see, Past these hopeful eyes and beautiful dress, Inside this corpse is the real me... No, they cant, people are fickle, No one looks beyond the skin, No one sees the blood trickle, Or feels the pain your in. But doesn't he? Over there? My love for him is strong! He tells me everyday "I care…" And I've trusted him for so long… What? Him? Surely you jest! He told you that on a whim

The Rekindling... by MillitaryBaker, literature

Literature

The Rekindling...

She and I sat side by side, Staring into each others eyes, She is speaking; but it looks as though she has something to hide, When I ask her about it she leans forward and cries, Then with a sort of unknown speed, She rushes forward and embraces me, This embrace is nothing close to greed, As I tighten my arms I think about what this might be, He must have hurt her bad, I think about how he destroys everything he touches, And my expression is sad, I look down and The girl; with anger and grief; flushes, I ask "Are you ashamed?", She responds " They treat me as though Im some sort of game!", "I will protect you!" I exclaimed, "H

Laughing at Love by janab93, literature

Literature

Laughing at Love

Every time I would see couples every where around me I would laugh at their corny words and at their meaningful vows I used to scoff at The "I love you MORE" battles, because they seemed so fake the blushes on that girl's cheeks... showed me that i was missing nothing When i joked, they would ask "Why do you feel like that?" I used to say, "Love is never this way." and one would reply, looking in the other's eyes "Love is different, love is true, when you find love...you'll know this feeling too." I didn't believe them it took me awhile to see that maybe they were right... especially with you and me I have fallen in love

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Blood by fuckedupbassist, literature

Literature

Blood

Cutting deep Deep enough to see... See the flesh beneath the skin Skin so hard yet so soft Soft enough to feel Feel the blood pouring down your arm... Escaping Escaping? Every drop of blood is precious Precious enough to keep Scoop it up... keep it... Keep it where? The muscle... the ligaments.... The blood is still there, still running down your arm, faster and faster until its a blur, a rush of excitement fills your head... Sit down... You're tired, but you just don't realise it.. Every drop of blood is precious

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About fuckedupbassist

Artist

May 6, 1992
United Kingdom
Deviant for 16 years
www.myspace.com/sabah_way
She / Her

Badges

Llama: Llamas are awesome! (2)

My Bio

Hi.
I'm special. O_o

Current Residence: London
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Don't know really
Print preference: Whatever..
Favourite genre of music: Alternative rock, rock, metal, goth, pop
Favourite photographer: Don't have one
Favourite style of art: Not particularly fussed.
Operating System: Windows..
MP3 player of choice: Sony Walkman..
Shell of choice: Egg shell
Wallpaper of choice: Red with Black Stars all over it.. yays!
Skin of choice: Human Skin
Favourite cartoon character: SpongeBob, Patrick, Mr Krabs
Personal Quote: "OMG!"

Favourite Visual Artist

Gerard Way, Ville Vallo, Wayne Brady, Favourite Bassist is: MIKEY FUCKING WAY!!!!

Favourite Movies

The Wild, SAW, Sweeney Todd, Charlie And The Chocolate Factory and many more

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Panic At The Disco, Bullet For My Valentine, HIM, Metalica, loads

Favourite Writers

Anna Rice, Shakespeare, Edgar Allen Poe, J.K.Rowling, Charlotte Bronte, Dickens, loads

Favourite Games

Tetris, Pacman anything old school. =D

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nintendo DS

Tools of the Trade

Just give me a chisel and some mud

Other Interests

My CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!! Writing, Being a spazz

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fuckedupbassist

Update :)

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It seems I have been hacked... again. This is seriously annoying. As for looking through all your deviations... I'm getting to it. A-levels are frickin' hard!! So I don't get that much time to socialise... Well it was my birthday on Friday 13th. It was... okay. I got some awesome stuff from my mates though.. Shaz and Zen got me a bag which I'd wanted for ages!!! And some really awesome bracelets... I :heart: you guys sooooooo much!!!!! And my other friends got me a new game for my DS, because I'm such a whiny moany brat, and some perfume. And this really awesome cake... I'll put it up. I also have some deviations to put up, but no

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fuckedupbassist

Sorry

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Ok... really sorry guys but I was hacked. Lol, I'm one of those people, that if they saw that message, they'd open it up. I won't be doing that again!! I've learnt from my mistakes! :P Ohh sorry to ~duhmattman (https://www.deviantart.com/duhmattman) because I sent him like 3 or 4 messages... well the hacker did anyway. :P

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fuckedupbassist

I LOVE YOU ADAM!!!!

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There we go... That says it all... Public display of my affection for you hun. ;) And btw, no one told me what's going on with American Idol... And I got a hug!! Yaay!! I'm so happy!!! :D :D

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thanks for the fave

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

xxhazzyluvsyoohxx

yo.. havent spoken 4 a while... hows my spazzy friend

fuckedupbassist

LMFAO!!!
Doooooddd... I havent been on here in like ages. University stuff it sucks

I think I might just get a job, I mean I've got qualifications, and tbh I really cant be bothered to study anymore

Goshh your comment made me laugh so much, I really dont know why!!!
And how are YOU?? My even spazzier friend. XD
Love ya xx

xxhazzyluvsyoohxx

im guuurrrrdddddd!!!!!!! all hail to the spaz god of man (and women)kind... whatcha doin in uni??
xx

fuckedupbassist

LMFAO
Indeed.

Errm Im doing English Literature and Creative Writing. AWESOMENESS!!!!!

What about you?? How's school/college going for you? x

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Hope you come back at some point

Miss ya!

xoxo

fuckedupbassist

Awwww dudeeee... I feel loved.
I was thinking about ya a couple of days ago... you and your awesome works of art.

I'm back now.... and better than ever XDD
How have you been??
I love youuuu

xxxx